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On this past week:

This past week was almost good. It wasn’t bad at all and there are many, many things that went on. However, I will not truly know how good this week was until next week. And while the recent ambiguity/vagueness of my post can only mean a few things (as in, there are a few things that I cannot talk about on this public blog and most of my waking and dreaming hours are occupied with thoughts of one of these things.) So may, just maybe I’ll be able to actually speak about the heavy-block-subject that currently takes up all of the space in my head.

On my mental health:

Oh. um. I’m sure I’m fine. Back and forth all the time and stubbornly difficult, but I’m sure I’m fine. Possibly Maybe.

I’ve taken up some learning projects recently. SQL + Visual Basic + Crystal Reports + Lean Six Sigma + School Junk. I would describe it as being on a rigorous self-education program. Amazon is great! Especially since I joined their ‘Prime’ program and get um, some free/next day shipping and other junk like that. And while I would like to buy the books the Day Of by just going to Barnes & Noble - the prices on Amazon are ALWAYS cheaper. At least I only ever have to wait 2 days for delivery. Still. Across the board, dramatic increases in skill/ability/knowledge/usability. We’re going all out here because I’m betting on myself. And it’s increasingly getting to the point where I question whether or not I’m crazy for really thinking that I can do anything.

I need a wide open space. Even if it’s in my head.